My entire frame of mind can be summed up with this one song:

I Don't Belong, by Kevin Max:



Lyrics:
And so we broke up
And so you decided
It was you, it's always you
Even though we were friends
I felt uninvited
The fraternity of fools
And I'm drowning slowly
(Down we go)
And I'm fading like ink that's a hundred years old

I don't belong, say I'm wrong
Told you that you should have known me better
I don't belong, this my song, this my song

You made me your prince
You made me your pauper
Then you turned and closed the gate
Even though I messed up
There wasn't an offer of love
No mercy or no grace
And I see right through you
(see right through you)
You wanna be just like me, don't you

I don't belong, say I'm wrong, say I'm wrong
I don't belong, this my song
Told you that you should have known me better

Stupid things I've said and done
Oh don't you walk away
Battles that I've lost and won
Shame, shame, shame on me
What I used to think was wrong
I'm for the underdog
I like the one that don't belong

I don't belong, say I'm wrong
Told you that you should have known me better
I don't belong, this my song, this my song
I don't belong, say I'm wrong
Told you that you should have known me better
I don't belong, this my song
Told you that you should have known me better
You should have known me better